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对，你说，

你讨厌一个人上课，

你讨厌一个人逛街，

你讨厌一个人 K 歌，

你讨厌一个人吃二食堂的砂锅，

你讨厌一个人打球身边没有人叫好吆喝……

可朋友就有那么几个，他们也有自己的生活，他们过得或快活或落寞，可他们的时间不总是那么多……

于是，你说：想找个人来陪我……

所以她就走进了你的生活。

 

她叫你“老公”你叫她“老婆”，你们就像所有的大学情侣一样一起吃饭上课，一起牵手逛街，甚至像他们一样卿卿我我……

你们玩浪漫，你们耍快活。你送她德芙，她送你 ZIPPO 。你们为对方付出在别人眼里的是那么的多……

你们在雨中漫步，你们在天台唱歌。你们表现的是那样轰轰烈烈，几乎就是现代版的祝英台与梁山伯，是我们爱情的楷模……

 

可有一天，你说，

你对她真的没感觉，你只是觉得大学生活太无聊空虚寂寞，还有身边的哥们都有了“老婆”，你觉得面子不知往哪搁……

虽然你们在一起真的很快乐，你甚至觉得自己真的爱上了这位“老婆”，

可现实就是这样让人惶恐无措。

也许，她也有这样的困惑……

因为你感觉她的心也在情海里漂泊 , 也许她也不知道这是究竟是爱情还是因为习惯后的舍不得……

 

既然你们在一起快乐又何必在乎那么多……

 

就这样，你们继续着你们的罗密欧与朱丽叶……

 

最终，

你们还是分手了……

你笑了，

你说：就该是这种结果……

她说：和你在一起的原因感动比爱情的成分多，

因为你在寒风中等她上课，

因为你在她生病时在病床前陪她整整一夜，

因为……

 

可你们的爱情就是那样的一击就破，像气球，像泡沫……

 

其实在大学里为谈恋爱而谈恋爱的人有很多，  
    或许，只是因为自己的无聊寂寞……

  就算是真心相爱也会分分合合，

会因为这样或那样的原因而没有好结果，

况且，连你自己都不知道是不是真心爱过。

 

如果，下次，

你真的碰到了你喜欢的那个，你一定务必切忌要对她说：

我们在一起，是因为我是真的爱你，

而不是因为我的生活空虚无聊寂寞……

生活叫人妥协
青春让人放荡
让心属于自己 心魔不再不可战胜
真的悲哀只会留下假的泪 眼前的你我孰真孰假
自以为是的轰轰烈烈 却在大雨过后无影无踪
你带来的潮起潮落 闭上眼 原来只是在沙漠行走太久的人的脑中幻影
又何必执着于真假因果
一百年前你不是你 我不是我

白羊男：死磕青年，贱人，喜怒无偿，冲动的魔鬼
白羊女：貌似很明白其实很晕
　　　　
　　　　金牛男：穷算计，打太极，抱怨，抠门儿
　　　　金牛女：大醋坛子……
　　　　
　　　　双子男：大忽悠，爱装小年轻儿。
　　　　双子女：也是个大忽悠，爱装小可怜儿…… 　　
　　　　
　　　　巨蟹男：风骚的怨妇化身为男性
　　　　巨蟹女：老哭穷，其实有存款 　　
　　　　
　　　　狮子男：不讲理，极其事儿，一旦失败就开始自我放纵。爱心泛滥，耍大牌。
　　　　狮子女：必须是天后级的，否则会自甘堕落。 　　
　　　　
　　　　处女男：你们听说过山东淄博有个乐队叫“胡叨叨”吗，那就是讽刺处女男的。
　　　　处女女：完美主义驱使她们不得不装B。
　　　　
　　　　天平男：绝对的没谱儿青年，太爱照镜子，一直很晕，经常走丢，经常颓。
　　　　天平女：要决定什么事千万别问她，她的意见等于没意见，墙头草，爱很多人，每个都是真爱。
　　　　
　　　　天蝎男：色情狂，SM爱好者，神秘主义，演技派，装孙子高手，忍耐力超强，野心家，大哲，下手稳准狠，见一个爱一个，变态的需要知道一切。
　　　　天蝎女：非常清楚自己，充满杀伤力，演技高超，下手狠毒，强大的忍耐力和爆发力，惹她一个她可能杀你全家
　　　　
　　　　射手男：犯贱，越烦他他越爱你。就是小P孩儿
　　　　射手女：犯贱，她们只爱搞不定的人，终生都在追求自由和一个可以膜拜但是不爱屌她的英雄。不熟的时候像个女神，熟了以后发现此人很爱犯二
　　　　
　　　　摩羯男：憨厚稳重的家庭暴力狂热份子，没情趣
　　　　摩羯女：心中怒吼着高举起了女权主义大旗的时髦女郎和小纯情们，经常渴望情趣但经常搞砸
　　　　
　　　　水瓶男：婚外恋专家！！！！擅长用感人的台词表达自己对过去的留恋，其说只是在展示口才和魅力。经常许下诺言，几乎不会兑现。想起一出是一出。
　　　　水瓶女：专业第三者，不能抗拒自己的好奇心去招惹有女友的男人，虽然经常说我爱你，但很可能根本没过脑子。经常给人聪明，自信，懂事的感觉，但其实什么都坚持不下来
　　　　
　　　　双鱼男：当偶像很合适，当男友很崩溃。一切坏男人特点他都有，可他还总表现的很无辜。
　　　　双鱼女：熟练的用很傻很天真的外表将他人玩弄于鼓掌的女人，很会利用别人的同情心，表面都是小柔柔小晕晕.婚前小白兔婚后母老虎.

应该又是一个比较冷门的、低调的歌手了，百度mp3搜不到，这时候verycd的优势就来了。乍一听，很有艾薇儿的风格，刚想关掉，感觉就来了。。和艾薇儿相比，摇滚味要强很多，当然还是一个玩新金属的，我还是不能很接受纯的黑金 死亡类。虽然新金一直被称为摇滚界的pop,有被鄙视之嫌，好听的就是好听，即时它半摇半流，不摇不流，我的耳朵决定一切。我想，总算是，至少暂时找到歌代替越来越商业的linkin park了。

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The Lost American Dream
                                                     —after reading The Great Gasby

 

Before I read The Great Gatsby, I was wondering why Gatsby is great. Is he a celebrity? Has he made great contributions? I’m trying to find the answer through reading this classic novel.

A great novel is not only a great story, but an insight into the flaws of real life, and so as the great Gatsby. Considered as F.Scott Fitzgerald’s greatest work, The Great Gatsby is regarded as a reflection of America in the twenties, a time of extreme wealth. Actually, I think this book has presented us the truth behind the superficial prosperity which may provoke our thoughts after finished the book.

When I finished the first two chapters, I thought Gatsby’s greatness was due to his extraordinary wealth. As a country which worships wealth so much, it is not strange that many people flatter Gatsby and think he is great. So at first, I considered Gatsby as a successor of American dream. That a man built up from nothing and won the honor is a good example of American dream. In fact, I regard American dream as the fulfillment of personal wealth and social status in the beginning. However, when I read on and referred to some background information, I changed my mind and had a deeper thought.

Gatsby, a typical American dreamer, is reaching something throughout the whole story. Of course here something does not refer to wealth, for he is so rich that even astonishes Tom, the traditional upper-class representative. Actually the writer gives me some hints in the beginning. “Involuntarily I glanced seaward-and distinguished nothing except a single green light, minute and far away, that might have been the end of a dock.” This is the end of chapter1 and the mysterious green light catches my attention. Green always stands for hope and promise and here, the green light is a symbol for Gatsby’s dream and the hope for the future.

Then I think Gatsby’s dream is to rediscover his past which is in the form of going after Daisy, his past girlfriend. But Daisy is not the daisy he used to know. We can learn from the context that the real thing Gatsby is seeking is the pursuit of equality. His dream was destroyed once because of his poverty and his low-class background. Therefore, when he is rich, he wants to win recognition from the others especially from the upper-class. And Gatsby put the pursuit to the makeup of Daisy. We can learn that Gatsby’s dream has something in common with the explorer’s dream of America and the promise of a new continent. As a nation of immigrants, there are so many people from the world coming here without decent background and social status. The only thing they have is their hope for the future and the energy and craziness they will devote to their future.

In the end, Gatsby’s dream is ruined by his material wealth. Ironically, wealth is what many others consider as the key to work out everything. On a higher level, if we read carefully we will find that the misplacement of his dream that is nothing more than Daisy is fated to fail. In turn, the writer is telling us that America is corrupted because people misplace their obsession with material wealth. Means corrupts the end. The deterioration of American dream that America is becoming a place where morals are left behind and most people are driven by materials is the main factor of Gatsby’s tragedy as well as the tragedy of the whole generation. The orgiastic life and lack of spirituality inevitably lead to the lost future.

“Gatsby believed in the green light, the future that year by year recedes before us.  It eluded us then, but that’s no matter-tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther… ”

Future is too far away to imagine and hope is lost. But it doesn’t matter, as a country that believe all man are created equal since its establishment, I believe that they will still keep trying to achieve the real American dream, which real meaning is the pursuit of equality, the belief in the freedom that all Americans have the right to reach their goals through hard work not only the material wealth. It is partly proved by the election of Barack Obama as the nation’s first African-American president. As long as the American dream has not been lost and misread, I still think that more and more people can accomplish their dreams in this country.